Her voice was earnest and genuine as she swore, truly, that she was not trying to shoo him away. Although he harbored some reservations, he granted her a small nod. Then paused as something nagged at him. Something important—ah! "Alright, I'll believe you then," came his verbal response. His gaze searched her face and he made note of how she had not responded at all to his nod. In fact, her gaze seemed to scrawl his face with little purpose, occasionally drifting from his eyes to his brow to his nose.
Blind. Without a single cloud or cataract to ruin her silvery eyes.
At that, he felt his stomach twist with sympathy for her. Questions such as how did this happen? arose within and he nearly voiced them. However, even as he could feel the syllables on his tongue, he stopped himself. What right did he have to ask her? She was a stranger. A disabled stranger, yes, but not in need of his help or sympathies. If she was in a place like this, perhaps she wanted to forget rather than remember.
And so he let her lead the conversation away to that which was more "entertaining". He crossed his paws as he waited curiously, wholly unaware of her profession or of how she made her ends meet.
"I WAS ASKING IF YOU'D LIKE TO SPEND A LITTLE ALONE TIME WITH ME."
... Caspian blinked. His ears twitched. The words slowly sunk in and his head canted to the side as, steadily, his brow furrowed with confusion. And then her muzzle brushed against the fur on his chest. Wherever she touched grew warm and he involuntarily stepped back in a hurry.
"Ah—sorry—I mean—" Dark ears flicked and he reclaimed the step he'd taken in retreat. He wasn't even sure why he was surprised. Usually he would jump at this chance, and yet he couldn't help but feel as though he was taking advantage of her. But then again, why? She had come here of her own volition and was actively flirting with him. Did her disability remove every other part of her? Her agency? Her desires?
"I guess I must have forgotten that blind wolves have needs too, huh?" With a soft, self-deprecating laugh, he reached forward to tap a paw on top of hers. "Do you mind if we start over? I'll be less of an asshole, and you can continue being your charming self." If she declined, he wouldn't blame her. "If it works out that you still want to be alone together, then I'd happily take your company then."
CASPIAN SEAFARER
spring — year 1708 — redwood
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