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baelfire
he had lost the prey he'd been tracking... he'd been distracted by the pounding in his skull and while he'd like to blame it all on that he knew that he wasn't that great of a hunter. sorcha was by far the better tracker and hunter; and his gurgling belly agreed readily with him on that. he sighed and figured he'd just take the last of his cache for the night and try again in the morning.
baelfire scrunched his single eye shut, a growling whine seeping from his clenched jaw as he urged the headache to go away. he got them ever since losing his eye but some days were worse than others. when he reopened his eye, the pain had not even lessened and so he huffed and ambled off, his paws heavy with exhaustion. eventually he came across a familiar scent and he perked up, though one could hardly tell as he gazed about slowly. his eye narrowed as he spotted sorcha's figure and despite his headache, his tail began to wag. her presence comforted him greatly. running errands again? he called out hoarsely before slowly moving towards her. he didn't want to slow her down if she was bringing something to her mother, but he also didn't want to be alone right now. he tried not to show he was hurting, but his worn expression and glossy eye made it all too obvious something was wrong. template © bean |
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baelfire
she usually ran errands for her mother and he had to wonder if his mother were still alive and beltane were here would his brother be doing the same? or would he be working alongside her in the college? he would never know the answers to these questions unfortunately; so he turned his head to focus on sorcha who was now setting her package down to look upon him with concern.
i’m fine, it’s just a headache. he said. not much to be done about that all the way out here, and he didn’t want her to waste any time on him when she had things to do— it would subside on it’s own eventually and he had grown used to them more or less. his stomach churned slightly and he approached, lowering his muzzle to scoop up what she had been carrying. his lips curved into a smile as the smell of herbs wasted upwards, reminding him of better days. he nodded his head and wagged his tail, though his gaze was still slightly strained as he urged her to lead the way despite already knowing where they were headed template © bean |
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baelfire
he would have saluted her command if he could have, but for now his headache was manageable. if anything the smell was helping a bit. which was odd because usually scents drove him crazy when he got his headaches. he brushed it off and decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth.
as they headed to perth, sorcha mentioned her mother might have something for his head when they got there. he nodded, knowing that she was probably right. he trusted them to give him what he needed and most of the time it was helpful. he knew little to nothing about herbs but that was no surprise given his interest were elsewhere. ell, i as unting... ut ih ga awa... (well, i was hunting... but it got away) through his mouthful, if she could even understand him. what she asked next he’d have to pause to place his cargo down so that he could properly speak. i did! he said, the pride he felt welled up before he could quell it. i’ve been accepted... can you believe it? he asked. he knew that she might not want to hear that but also that she would be proud of his accomplishment— it was a bittersweet moment for the both of them he was sure. he leaned forward without thinking and kissed her cheek, his tail wagging behind him. he paused a moment, lingering by her face as his face warmed. he let out an awkward laugh then pulled back, his gaze lingering on hers for perhaps a moment too long. he cleared his throat. i’m not sure what comes next but... it feels good to follow in my fathers paw steps. he told her quietly. template © bean |
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baelfire
baelfire practically beamed when she told him his father would be proud of him. he knew that but somehow it was still fulfilling to hear someone, anyone say it. he'd never gotten to have this moment with his father and for that he would be eternally resentful, but sorcha helped quell a bit of that now with such a simple comment. he wanted to scoop her up in his arms and hold her, but after that unprompted kiss he wasn't sure if it would be appropriate. she didn't seem angry about before though...
his cheeks were still warm as she mentioned yorkshire and his ears perked up. well... he didn't rightly know; but he didn't plan to. i don't plan on it. i don't... uh, i don't want to be away from you too much. he said, swallowing the awkward lump in his throat. he'd never really admitted it before, but he guessed he really valued her company above anything else. i haven't received a station yet, but i'll try to get somewhere further north. promise. he added. all the while he'd been lingering closer and he paused only because he noticed. what was wrong with him? he shook his head slightly and glanced away. he wanted to say something else to distract himself but suddenly he was acutely aware of a strange and nagging feeling in his chest. it almost hurt, but he wasn't quite sure what it was. template © bean |
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baelfire
”I don’t think they’d ever refuse a wolf who wants to be stationed up north, anyway.”
yeah, you’re probably right. he commented as he turned his head to look back at her. focusing on the conversation rather than the confusion rumbling in his gut was far easier. let’s just hope everyone doesn’t hate me for joining. it doesn’t seem as bad as... he trailed off, realizing that he probably shouldn’t talk about what he thought much of the army. at least not right now. so far it was nice— welcoming enough and not at all what he’d imagined from the stories he’d heard from the highlanders. it was more like what his father had talked of before they’d gotten wrapped up in their revenge plot and he’d ultimately passed away. would his father still say the same if he’d been there during the rebellion? he supposed he’d just have to see for himself which talk was true and which talk was just that, talk. i have high hopes so far, is all. he said with a soft smile. he was glad to hear she would be willing to go out of her way to see him, should his new job keep them apart. it only caused the feeling he was having to grow, and twist, and turn. it was happiness, that much he knew, but something else that he could not quite place. she pressed against him and he warmed, his tail began thumping behind him without a thought. nobody could keep me from seeing you— not even the army. he promised. while he wished to be the best he could be and honor his father and all that... he wasn’t quite so sure he wouldn’t quit if anyone tried to tell him he couldn’t see sorcha anymore, for whatever reason. he supposed his loyalties were slowly shifting, despite what he’d thought he’d wanted all this time. template © bean |