"You are slouching. Were you not taught better, girl?" Ah, yes. Father and daughter falling into the familiar routine once more. Father, settled like a predator on his high, tall stone, and daughter, beneath, lesser, weaker. It had always been this way, but she hated how pronounced it was during her lessons. Toren had always tried to better her in the ways he knew how, and objectively, as a child, she'd been able to rationalize this away -- he was the chief, she was his student. But now, since her mother, the lessons had taken on a more personal quality, one that was less familial chaffing and more searing. She felt that his words were always barbed, and that the barbs were intended to sting. Still, as he snapped at her, she straightened her shoulders.
He leapt down from his rock and stood impressively before her, dominance the primary scent in the air. Ciara's eyes followed his movements, but she kept her gaze averted. No one looked into the chief's eyes, not directly, not unless there was a reason. And despite her distaste and anger towards this, there was not a strong enough reason today. She had long moved beyond the point of flinching when he drew nearer. She was used to him attempting to scare her. But it did not mean her stomach did not twist uncomfortably with his closeness.
She had to wonder what was next, what was coming. Toren rarely apprised her of his lessons before giving them. It made them more effective in his mind, she was sure. He went for the dominance factor in every occasion, and it was more successful when the subordinate did not know what was coming. Oh, how Ciara loathed this. She felt like she learned next to nothing about how to actually do the job she would eventually be tasked with, and she came away from it with less of a relationship with her father than she'd had before. Their always tumultuous relationship had practically been eviscerated by the rebellion -- all to do with him, in her mind, rather than her -- and each lesson thereafter was a painful reminder that they were not the same, that they would never be the same again.
Someone else might have filled the silence. But Ciara remained quiet, watching a point along his muzzle with increasing determination. It was the small acts of rebellion that kept her going, even though her father might interpret them as proper submission.
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