when everything you
touch turns to
gold
Now that the questions were turned on him, Pythus was even more at a loss of what to say. He was accustomed to being the one always pestering others or trying to woo women; rarely did anyone show such an intense interest in him.
Or perhaps these questions were throwing him for a loop because he did not even know the answers to them. At least, he had never really thought about them.
Pythus blinked, trying to process, his maw parted and ready to speak but no words flowed. So he merely grunted in partial agreement to the stranger's first question, about his relations with others. It was true, for the most part; he had little reason to like anyone, except for his sister. But he didn't mention Memphet, because when he thought of her, a pang shot through his chest, that usual feeling of emptiness swelling beneath his ribcage.
"I'd rather be lonely than associate myself with those not worth my time,"
Pythus replied with an entitled little tilt upward of his chin. He was attempting to compose himself again.
Of course, this attempt fell immediately apart when he once again tried to wrap his mind around the idea of being with another man, and he cleared his throat several times in preparation to speak as his mind reeled. He'd never payed the idea any consideration before. What was there to pay consideration to, when there had always been plenty of beautiful women in the city? His father had made the occasional homophobic joke in the past, and Pythus had always found them somewhat entertaining, but the subject was never broached seriously. Besides, men didn't talk to him anyway. Until now.
Golden eyes swept across Zoltan as, for the first time ever, Pythus thought about what it might actually be like to lay with a man. And to both his and likely his father's disappointment, the idea didn't repulse him as it should have. But it did frighten him.
Pythus shook his head to himself, gaze dropping to the ground. He wished that Memphet was here right now to offer guidance. Again, that pang shot through his chest.
"Yes -- I mean, no. I mean, of course,"
he stammered. Then came another throat clear. He felt oddly exposed, and panic began to circulate within him, so he jabbed,
"It matters that you're a damn peasant."
This time, however, the insult was at least spoken with a bit of playfulness to his broken tone, his mouth hooked into a smug little smirk.
@
Zoltan
"speak"